Hi grandma, it’s your grandson Kevin again. I can’t stop thinking about you, we’ve been through so much together. You we’re my best friend when I was little, did you know that? We traveled many places together, we we’re troopers! Grandmaa remember when we used to wake up very early to go dimsum together when everyone else was busy? I really wanted to treat you out to dimsum one day but things changed…. Back then when I was little you took care of me and I took care of you. We had each others back Grandma! I always had your back. There was this time when I yelled at mom because she brought your name up and said mean things about you. I don’t get why she is so mean to you. You’ve been so nice to me through out my whole entire life! You never ever yelled at me or hit me, instead you gave me kisses and hugs. When I cried, you were always there for me. Every time when I cried, you said to me “don’t cryy, you’re a handsome boy, dont cry because then no girls will like you” then I would say ewwww cooties and we both end up laughing together. Grandma I’ve been worrying about you ever since I was little. I slept beside you when Grandpa left to heaven because I didn’t want to see you cry anymore. If we never moved away from each other, I would of been there for you all the time, I really hope you know that. I hate how we moved so far away from each other. It got to the point where we see each other around 6 times a year… You were like the captain, captain of the family and I was your partner in crime. I miss you. I miss you so so much and my chest won’t stop hurting. I can’t handle this and I really don’t know what to do. People are leaving my life one by one. Now that you left, I won’t be able to say “ngin ngin” again because I don’t have a grandma anymore. Why you?! You had such a perfect life with a perfect personality. The kids in the family all think that you had the most perfect relationship ever too. You and grandpa lasted forever. You were a nurse and grandpa was a soldier, I think that is the cutest thing ever. You cared for him and he protected you.
Grandma… I MISS YOU SO MUCH, Please come back… I feel like I lost a big piece of me ever since you left. No one ever showed me as much love as you did. You took care of me like I was everything to you. Grandma! Please let this be a horrible dream. I’m dying on the inside, I’ve been trying to hide it from my friends. At night I just pour and pour. You loved every single person in this family even my mom, my selfish mean mother. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!